So much is going on. So much is changing. From my role on the team to the girl of my dreams. From the classes i take to the way I spend each break. From the friends I used to have to the way I used to laugh. All these variables constantly changing. No warning no signs. No more staying inside the lines. I didn’t give it permission. I didn’t sign up for this. I don’t remember any fine print saying that there would be no more bliss. But I guess that’s what I get for wanting to know everything. Knowledge is power but IGNORANCE IS BLISS.
I like to keep things simple. I like to be consistent. But when you start trying to mix your wants in with your needs the only thing consistent in your life will be a dimple. 0 to 100 is not always a good thing. So be careful what you wish for because it’s not all it’s cracked up to be.
I need to get back to the plan. But there’s so much i wanna do. Better give it to Him before my plan goes to sand.